Thursday, June 30, 2005
 
Okay, let's just get this over with.

Yes, tonight at around 3am will make exactly a year since Russell was killed. I've talked to some of you about this, but to most I haven't mentioned it at all.

Yes, in many ways, like remembering the day he was killed, his funeral, and the 4th of July party at the Reagans, it seems like he's been gone much longer than a year.
But in others, like hanging out on his patio, "Crust" the raging black dwarf, and seeing him drive by, bandana on, honking and waving in Cam Cleeland the BMW...
Well those don't seem that long ago at all.
It's the time spent with him while he was alive that seems closer, and the pain that came with losing him that seems farther away.
I don't know why that is...but I'm very glad that it's happening that way.

Yes, I'm obviously still having a hard time with it. I think of him almost every day, but honestly it's only in cursory recollection.
I can't spend too much time there, or it'll drag me down for hours everytime.
Many of you have brought him up to me when I wasn't prepared to talk about it, and you've surely seen my expression become stoic and very still.
Here's what that look means:
Jeremiah is now having to fight back tears because you've just slapped him across the face with something that still hurts more than just about anything that's ever happened to him.
However, he knows that it isn't your fault, and that you are just interested, and that you possibly even care about him, so he obviously isn't angry with you.
But he is still very angry that it happened.
And as such it is very difficult for him to discuss it with you coolly and rationally...so he doesn't.

Just in case you were wondering.

And yes, I'm going to the O.C. tonight to drink (heavily) and then stagger home. I've no idea who's coming, as I haven't felt much like calling folk to see if they want to go. This is something that would normally take up a good bit of my lunch hour on Wednesdays. But tonight?
Tonight I don't care.
Come if you like.
Or don't.

I can't imagine I'm going to have much in the way of posting in me this weekend, but it is possible I suppose.
If I don't I'll just talk to you on Monday.

j.s.





Tuesday, June 28, 2005
 
Hey kids.

Don't miss the Bushie, spinnin' Iraqi wax, tonight at 7pm CST on NBC.

Tune in.
It's why we have television.

j.s.





Monday, June 27, 2005
 
This had already been pushed into the archives, so I've reposted it as a reminder to those who are planning to go this weekend.






Sunday, June 26, 2005
 
Goddamn...

I don't know what the kids at Blogger did to the <$blogitembody$> tag, but it seriously screwed things up around here.

Okay.

Weekendy thing right?
Here goes.

As I said, Thursday was O.C. night.
Hung out with several peeps up there until around 11, when they all went home.
All except for T and me.
We sat there, had a couple beers, and chatted for what I thought was only a little while.
That is, until they began putting the chairs up on the tables and I realized it was almost 3.

She gave me a ride home.
We said goodnight, and that we'd try to hang out on Sunday.

Friday I was pretty hungover, so I stayed around the house and worked from here. Then caught up with N. at O.C. for a couple drinks.
Afterward I just went home and crashed.

Saturday I got up and did the breakfast thing at Ft. View.
Afterward J.T. dropped by at around 6 and we had a few beers around here, then headed (once again), to the O.C.
Had a couple more drinks there, then swung by Late Night Pie for a slice, and then came home at around 2.

I thought that D and I had Astros tickets today, and was going to catch up with [TGFTP] and her boyfriend at the park for a couple beers before the game.
Alas, as it turns out our tickets were for Saturday.

Which makes 3 games in a row that we've missed.

And speaking of baseball...it looks like the Sox will go up 3 games over Baltimore to start commanding the lead in the AL East.
And perhaps the most sweet?
The Yankee$ have slid even farther south.
If the Sox keep their 3 run lead the Yank$ will be down to 7.5 games out of first.

Sure, I know, we're only just going into the All-Star break so there's still half a season yet to play...but goddammit I'm loving the look of the season up there.

Especially since the Astros are worthless this year.

K, I'm going to go whip up something to eat.
Talk to you tomorrow.

j.s.





Friday, June 24, 2005
 
So, after 4 hours of wrangling with that goddamn template it still refused to display correctly.

So I had to remove the links at the left for the time being.

Still working on it...





 
I apologize for the bizarre spacing evident on the M.E. right now.
I've no idea what the folk at Blogger have done to me here, and I haven't changed teh template...

I'll review the HTML of the site tomorrow.

But tonight I'm a bit too fushnickened to make sense of any code, having been at O.C. for the past 3 hours talking with T. (See earlier this week.)

I'll work on it tomorrow...I promise.

G'night.

j.s.





Thursday, June 23, 2005
 
Didn't fill out that Selective Service card when you turned 18 boys?

No worry, we've already got you.

Unbelievable.

And speaking of unbelievable, I absolutely LOVE this quote by Ron Bonjean, the spokesman for Republican House Speaker Dennis Hastert.

“The Democratic leadership priority is to actively engage in the politics of division and distraction that can undermine our national security in favor of a left-wing agenda,”

Heh, what?
Who is engaging in the politics of distraction again?
And, er, who undermined our national security by invading Iraq, despite the assurances of several intelligence agencies that it would actually increase terrorism both at home and abroad?
And what exactly is this "left-wing agenda" that they're trying to terrify you with? Can you give me an example?

And I bet he said it all with a not just a straight face, but a rehearsed "I mean bidness bud" sneer.

And in closing, nice job with your 9/11 comments last night Karl...you inhuman political fuckwit.

j.s

[[via Slashdot.]]





 
So, Best Hangover Movie(s)?

j.s.





Wednesday, June 22, 2005
 
So I'm at home, and still sick.
I'm actually hiding under a quilt, eating a pepperoni Lean Pocket, drinking mint tea, and watching "The Postman."

I think some sadistic part of me is trying to see just how much the human body/psyche can take before convulsing in Costner/nitrate-induced seizures.

If you don't see me tomorrow night at O.C, call the hospital.

j.s.

**post script** [I PUN!]

Dear God that was no movie. It was a roiling kettle of syphalitic bat piss, ejaculating threadbare plot devices all over my television screen and bursting with directorial decisions so hackneyed, I had to stifle several dry heaves, lest I revisit what was already an unpleasant dinner.

I don't care how great Bull Durham was...it cannot absolve Costner of that fucking tragedy.

Good night.





Tuesday, June 21, 2005
 
I have also received a letter from the fine people at our Internal Revenue Service informing me that I owe them $995.00 from my contractual wages earned in 2003...

Due immedately.

Lovely.

j.s.





 
I'm home sick, and therefore have absolutely no excuse for not updating today. I am suffering a head cold however, and am pretty out of it...
So, while I have the time, I don't have much in the way of mental acumen.
I'll apologize in advance for the banality.

So hi.
Let's weekend recap shall we?

Thursday was O.C. night, with the usual suspects in attendance.
We also appear to have a new repeat offender, whose nom de guerre will be simply "T" for the time being.
She's easily proven cool enough to garner a perma-spot in the weekly O.C. rotation, and quite the beautiful young lady she is as well. =]

Anyway, many drinks. Good times.

Friday we had a work luncheon at Aquarium downtown. Which was as over-the-top as the photos on the website would suggest. I've come to find that I'm simply not a fan of any "dining adventure," beit Aquarium, Rainforest Cafe, or any of the other numerous theme-restaurants.
Nor am I a fan of Tillman Fertita, and his keeping 4 white tigers in an enclosure that's not much bigger than my apartment...ahem...but that is an entirely different rant.

Oh, and I was given a 10% raise on Friday.
**Does a Snoopy dance**

As a result, Luis and I went celebratory shopping at the Galleria Friday afternoon. I picked up a pair of RL jeans and an Armani shirt, he picked up a pair of Ken Coles. Later we went to Khyber for some naan, tomato masala, and to catch up with friends.

Our post-dinner events began at Belvedere, with several free Tanq and Tonics, and discussions of European travel with Jen the Ludicrously Hot Bartender, who just returned from Italy last week.

After Belv, we headed over to "Bond Lounge." Which wasn't bad, but was pretty empty for a Friday night. (Apparently everyone was over at nearby "Escobar.")
After about an hour or so, we tired of hanging with porn starlets and the directors that pay them, so we headed over to "Red Door," which was packed, and much improved.

We shut Red Door down, and headed home afterward.

Saturday I did...very little. Spending most of the day hungover and sleeping. Did my Fountain View breakfast. Then dropped by a barbecue for a short while, had a couple Bass Ales and a hot dog, talked to some artists/writers for a while... Then went over to D's place, had dinner with Mom, watched "Swingers," and crashed on the couch. A nice, low-key Saturday.

Sunday was The Day Paternal, and D and I drove out to Katy to hang with Dad and watch the new Batman. Which everyone seemed to think was great, but I didn't care much for. The ninja thing was very cool, and Dr. Kramer/Scarecrow was awesome as well, although he only showed up 3 or 4 times in the entire span of the picture.
The editing was abysmal as well, sporting some awful jumps in continuity...
But Christian Bale was a relatively believable Wayne, and not a bad Batman, so I'll thank them for their wisdom in 86-ing Clooney and his bat-nipples and move on.

Just before we headed to the theater, the aforementioned "T." called. She'd gotten my number from another friend, and had just walked into La Strada and wanted to know what I was doing and if I was coming by.
I couldn't for obvious reasons, but I eventually caught up with her and a couple of her friends at Berryhill that evening.
Had a good time, a couple of shots/beers, a late dinner at Jaliscience, and it all got kinda fuzzy from there.
I do recall her and her friends saying I look like Oscar DeLaHoya...which is a first.

Anyway, I worked yesterday, with softball afterward. We won another game, making us 2-6 so far this season...already improved over our 1-10 record last time around.
D and I had a late dinner afterward, hanging out at a local Denny's until around 1 in the morning.

And today, I'm unwell, and laying on my couch trying to rest.

I've honestly no idea if any of this made sense, as it was basically surface memories of the weekend, but I'll swing back through it for an edit or two once I pull out of this funk I'm in.

Talk to you later.

j.s.





Thursday, June 16, 2005
 
And after lambasting you with all of that, here's something a bit more uplifting.

Steve Jobs's address at the Stanford Commencement.

j.s.





 
Liberally liberated DailyKOS nuggets seem to be the order of the day today.
Enjoy.


Says Senator Dick Durbin:

"When you read some of the graphic descriptions of what has occurred here [at Guantanamo Bay]--I almost hesitate to put them in the [Congressional] Record, and yet they have to be added to this debate. Let me read to you what one FBI agent saw. And I quote from his report:

On a couple of occasions, I entered interview rooms to find a detainee chained hand and foot in a fetal position to the floor, with no chair, food or water. Most times they urinated or defecated on themselves, and had been left there for 18-24 hours or more. On one occasion, the air conditioning had been turned down so far and the temperature was so cold in the room, that the barefooted detainee was shaking with cold. . . . On another occasion, the [air conditioner] had been turned off, making the temperature in the unventilated room well over 100 degrees. The detainee was almost unconscious on the floor, with a pile of hair next to him. He had apparently been literally pulling his hair out throughout the night. On another occasion, not only was the temperature unbearably hot, but extremely loud rap music was being played in the room, and had been since the day before, with the detainee chained hand and foot in the fetal position on the tile floor.

If I read this to you and did not tell you that it was an FBI agent describing what Americans had done to prisoners in their control, you would most certainly believe this must have been done by Nazis, Soviets in their gulags, or some mad regime--Pol Pot or others--that had no concern for human beings. Sadly, that is not the case. This was the action of Americans in the treatment of their prisoners.


Says Rush Limbaugh:

"This is just absurd. We don't deserve to win this war as long as we have people like Dick Durbin in the US Senate. We don't deserve to win it. We don't deserve to win it when we got Durbin and his colleagues like Pat Leahy doing everything they can to undermine it. We don't deserve to win it. We're not a great enough country. We are spawning people like this that idiots in Illinois elect to send to the Senate. We don't deserve to win it. We deserve to lose this war. If we're going to be led by such idiocy and such ignorance as this, we deserve to lose it, folks. There's a price to pay for having this kind of thinking at the highest levels of government."


Says the Bushie:

"Iraq is a free of a brutal dictator. Iraq is free of the man who caused there to be mass graves. Iraq is free of rape rooms and torture chambers. [empahasis mine] Iraq is free of a brutal thug. America did the right thing."


And finally, on (hopefully) a more sensationalist front, Congressman Sensenbrenner has introduced legislation that would repeal the 22nd amendment of the Constitution.

(You know, that's the one that imposes a 2-term-limit on our Presidents.)

After all, why bother with the inconvenience of having to elect future generations of monarchical Bushies when you can just keep the one you have in there indefinitely?
The Constitution is a tired old rag anyway, and isn't good for much outside of a weak plot device for Nicholas Cage movies...

j.s.





Wednesday, June 15, 2005
 
So I'm making a return to the rock gym tomorrow.

I think I'm caught up in a kind of cyclotron of internalized emotions, and that by concentrating fiercely on something other than myself and my immediate microcosm I'll be able to slow the spin a little...both by improving my focus on what it is that I'm doing, and by just getting my mind off of things for a while.

Besides, I'd really missed it while my feet repaired themselves...not that they're entirely better, but I think I can at least climb for an hour or so with minimal discomfort.

Now if I can just figure out a way to couple the softball and rock climbing with a yoga class and a gym night once a week I'll be much happier with my overall activity level.
The whole going to work and sitting all day, then going home to sleep just isn't cutting it.
And I'm quite sure that's part of my problem.

And, speaking of problems, apparently my house was in danger of exploding this morning.
The Doozers responsible for making the street to my house look like a demilitarized zone for the past 4 months punctured a gas line.
(It actually looked like this" before they hit the line.)
They had to evacuate the day care and some homes nearby, although it seems the Diamond Shamrock station nearby did quite the booming bus-- no, no I just can't do it.

My house is still here however, so I can't rant too much.
Here's to putting it all in perspective...

Instead, I think I'm going to read a bit more of "The Last Night of The Earth Poems" (which is doing absolutely nothing to improve my outlook on life), and then I'm going to sleep as long as I possibly can before going to work tomorrow.


Question and Answer

"He sat naked and drunk in a room of summer
night, running the blade of the knife
under his fingernails, smiling, thinking
of all the letters he had received
telling him that
the way he lived and wrote about
that--
it had kept them going when
all seemed
truly
hopeless.



Putting the blade on the table, he
flicked it with a finger
and it whirled
in a flashing circle
under the light.



Who the hell is going to save
me? he
thought.



As the knife stopped spinning
the answer came:
you're going to have to
save yourself.



Still smiling,
a: he lit a
cigarette
b: he poured
another
drink
c: gave the blade
another
spin."

-Chuck B.-



j.s.





Tuesday, June 14, 2005
 
Sorry for not writing.
I just haven't had the heart for it lately.

And some things simply aren't bloggable...

Suffice to say, I've lost the reins somewhere these past few weeks and, as many of you know, without careful steering my life has a tendency to careen wildly into things I'd do better to avoid.

There have been several near-fights, countless lies, entire days spent in the foggy mire of self-reflection, a crushing heartbreak that continues to this very moment, an anniversary of one of the most painful moments in my life looming darkly in 2 weeks, and I'm staring down the barrel of a rather significant birthday a month after that.

And since I keep this up not just to occasionally entertain you digital passser-bys, but also for the historical narrative that it provides in my life, I felt I had to at least mention it. (Yes, I do occasionally go back and re-read all of this...and can feel myself in each of the days' posts.)

I'm just not a very happy guy right now.
And I can't see how things will look up anytime soon.

And that, for lack of more fitting words, really sucks.

I'm not going to stop writing (I don't think I could, even if I'd wanted to), but please bear with any sporadic/nebulous posts that might come up for the next couple of weeks.

It's definitely going to have a Damien Rice kind of feel around here for a bit.

I'd advise finding another nook o' the web for a bit if hearing that kind of thing from me will bother you.

Cheers.

j.s.





 


Anyone who wishes to attend, drop me an email and I'll send you a scanned copy of the map to their house.

Or you can simply ride out with me I suppose...





 
Very busy. Will post later.

Michael Jackson.

j.s.





Sunday, June 12, 2005
 
Devon stepped out of Knucklehead’s slapping the Dunhills on the palm of his hand. He tore the gold foil off of one side of the pack and thumbed a cigarette up, leaned his head in, pinched the raised cigarette between his teeth, and pulled it out. A Zippo flip, an inhale, and he was back on his way to his car. He glanced at his phone again.
7:15, should probably go home and get ready. This thought was solidified when he remembered that last call in Utah was at 1 a.m. rather than 2.
“Out by 9, club by 9:30…that’s only 3 ½ hours of drink time. Fuckin’ Utah” he thought. “Should probably swing by the liquor store.”
He walked back through Salt Lake Coffee Break, still hoping to see someone he knew, still didn’t, and then he left out the back door. Once inside the Jeep, he ejected “The Postal Service” since it didn’t quite fit his somber mood anymore, placed it back in the CD case and pulled out “Portishead.”
“How can I, forget you…after all that I’ve seen...” sang Beth Gibbons.
Devon put the Jeep in reverse and screeched out of the Coffee Break parking lot and onto 6th St., feeling more depressed by the second for no discernible reason.
He reached into his pocket and plugged his cell phone into the cigarette lighter charger and had almost put the phone into the cup holder between the seats when it rang.
He glanced at it, and saw that the number didn’t come up on his pre-programmed caller ID.
He flipped it open.
“This is Devon.”
“And this is Heather.”
“And this is Devon smiling…what’s up sugah?”
“’Sugah?’ You’ve been reading my email again.”
He laughed.
“Guilty. But I really just wanted to order some Viagra at 40% off and possibly see some live co-ed webcams.”
“We both know you’re in no real need of either of those prettyboy.”
“Yes, but it was the best I could come up with after a confrontation like that.”
“So what’s up?”
“Nada. Just leaving The Break. What are you up to?”
“Getting ready to go out.”
“Ahh, right on. Where are you headed tonight, and don’t say Shaggy’s.”
“Hell no. I hate that place. Looks like a frat house. With added goat smell to make it authentic. No, I think we’re going to Red Door.”
“I dig that place.” Devon said.
“I know, you’re the one who first took me there.”
“I was?”
“Yes. You don’t remember?”
“Heather sweetie, I can’t remember what I had for breakfast, nevermind what happened back…um…whenever it was when we went.”
“I’m flattered I’m so memorable. You and I went to see Miss Saigon? And then afterward you pointed at Red Door and said something along the lines of ‘I dig that place?’”
“Pshh, you sure that was me? Doesn’t sound like something I’d say.”
Devon smiled as he heard Heather pause for a second, then she got the joke and laughed.
“Whatever. How long are you in town?”
“Wait. How did you know I was in town?”
“This is Salt Lake Dev, word gets around.”
“Right. Right.”
“So?”
“So what?”
“So how long are y...are you stoned or something?”
“Not that I’m aware of.”
“How long are you in town Devon?”
“Oh. I’m not sure.”
“Long enough to come out with me one night?”
“Well, er…sure. What about the hubby?”
“What about him?”
“Oh nothing.”
“It’s not like I’m his prisoner. I can still go out.”
“Of course you can, and he doesn’t want to know you who you’re going out with? He's so not one of my fans.”
“Jesus Dev, who shit on your pancakes? Why the attitude?”
Devon sighed.
“I just got off the phone with Rosaline earlier.”
“Oh Christ. And there you go.”
“What?”
Heather gathered her words and spoke slowly.
“Dev. I love you, so I’m going to be straightforward with you.”
“Okay.”
“Do not call her. Do not think about her. And for God’s sake, DO NOT see her.
Just don’t suck. Okay?”
“Okay.”
“Promise me.”
“No.”
“Fuck. All right then, do what you want.”
“So you’re doing Red Door?” Devon said, wanting to change the subject.
“Yeah, I think so. What about you?”
“Not sure, maybe Park City.”
“Harry O’s?”
“Maybe.”
“That’s a yes. Jesus, and you had the balls to berate me about Shaggy’s.”
“Hey, Harry O’s is infinitely better than Shaggy’s.”
“Yeah but look at the comparison. That’s like saying Tom Arnold is infinitely better looking than Joe Torre.”
“I’m going to have to remember that one.”
“You do that. I’ll be at Red Door if you want to meet me later.”
“Who’s going with you?”
“Joy, Serena, Serena’s boyfriend, Aimee and me.”
“The man sitting this one out huh?”
“He doesn’t really come out with me anymore.”
“No? Why not?”
“He got kinda pissed off the last time we went out. Some guy bought me a drink and Eric wanted to fight him when he said that he could buy his own wife drinks.”
“That sucks.”
“I thought so too. He didn’t fight him though.” Heather said with just a hint of disappointment.
“All right, if Harry O’s sucks I’ll see what I can do about getting folks to come down to Red Door.”
“K. Well I’m gonna go get ready. I’ll talk to you later.”
“Sure.”
“K, take care babe.” Heather said.
“You too.”
“Bye.”
Devon closed his phone and his eyes for a moment, then took a left onto State St.





Thursday, June 09, 2005
 
Super Mario goes to Canada!

Somehow I don't think we, in America, would be able to get away with leaving boxes with little question marks on them all over town...more's the pity.

I'm sure the Homeland Security gestapo would be less than amused. Especially with a set of nuclear centrifuge plans that have up and walked off on their own.

Hooray for Urenco!

Please let me wake up tomorrow in Vancouver...please...

j.s.





Wednesday, June 08, 2005
 
Oh, and I'm back by the way.





 
Keep trying it China.

Because first, you're doing nothing but slapping a glowing, neon "HACK ME!" target on your Pa Chong ["Nightcrawler"] software the world over.

And second, how long do you think it will be before it becomes vogue to create "underground" blogs, and the peoples' blogs go "re-public?"
Eventually, such outlaw bloggers will become romanticized and venerated in their work, and their words will draw even more attention than if you'd left them alone.

Governments cannot remove such basic functionalities from the internet. Just ask the kids over at Napster what happens next, and then schedule appointments with the fine folk at Limewire, Soulseek, Morpheus, BearShare, etc. and ask how they got started.

And, while I'm on that subject, is it possible to see an ad for Napster on local Best Buys/Convenience Stores/Big K 12-packs and not say, "Wow, you mean Napster is still around?"
It's sad really.
To see a company clutching to brandname notoriety, yet going down for the third time in a whirling cash sieve of false prophets.

Ahem, I've derailed haven't I?

China.
Right.

So China is actually second, behind the U.S, in total online populace.
Roughly 80 million people.
And yet, there are only 600,000 website IPs have been approved and deemed "safe" for their netizens.

China also has over 61 people in prison currently for using the internet to publish/view "prohibited" sites.
Jailing bloggers, and the people who read them.
Lovely.

Oh, and our milkhog friends over at Yahoo?
They've assimilated one of China's biggest search engines, 3721.com.
Just for fun, try typing in "Tibetan Independence" in the searchbar and babelfish the results.

"You inquiry, Tibetan Independence, may purchase the following product."
(At least there's some solidarity with the Yahoo peeps over here...)

Corporatizing restrictions to free speech is not only nauseating, it's also a hindrance to the proliferation of individual expression that I'd never envisioned, due solely to naivety on my part I guess...
Not that it will stop it mind you, it'll just take longer.

For example, there are ways to circumvent the IP blockage (programs like "Stay Invisible," or something called "UltraReach" are two methods already being used.)

So in short, let it go my little red friends.
Drop your "Great Firewall."
It'll be about as successful than your last one, and again, will fail not as a result of "invaders" but because of the people within it.

j.s.





Tuesday, June 07, 2005
 
First, let me thank you all for the calls and emails to make sure that I'm okay.
I am, and thank you all for making sure.
I love you cats. =]

Second, I was a bit too ambiguous in that last post, so I'll clarify. There's not anything "wrong" per se, I just need a little while away from the norm. The fatigue of repetition is wearing on me a little, and I wanted a little downtime away from the things I'd typically do...like posting here.

To be entirely honest I'm in dire need of getting out of this city for a week or so, but I'm not in a financial locus for vacations at present, nor does it look like I'll be in such a position anytime soon.

But, the Meaty will return to it's regularly scheduled alcohol-fueled ranting and rehashing of debaucherous nighttime exploits soon.
I promise.

Til then, take care.

j.s.





Monday, June 06, 2005
 
I think I'm going to be absent for a bit with the posting here, as I've some personal things that need addressing.

I'll be back when I can be.

Take care.

j.s.





Friday, June 03, 2005
 
Jen dropped her harness into her trunk, slammed the lid shut, and turned around right into Greg’s muscular arms.
“Whoa,” she said and stepped back, slightly embarrassed.
“S’okay, I’ve been holding you up all day darlin’, no need to get shy now.” Greg said and pulled her closer.
“Easy there monkey-boy.” Jessica grinned, “I need a shower, and so do you.”
Instead of letting her go, Greg instead pulled her closer looked down at her, pursing his face up into what he thought would be a narrow-eyed, seductive stare.
“You got it beautiful. My shower or yours?”
“Jesus, where did this come from?” Jen said and pushed back from him.
“I dunno. Trusting in one another to keep us from getting hurt on the climb?”
“Greg...” Jen began.
“I know, I know. Just friends.”
“Exactly. You’re getting perilously close to The Talk.”
“Right. Right. ‘The Talk.’”
“The Talk” was something that every man, except Devon, that Jen had ever known had eventually succumbed to. "The Talk" was Jen's scripted retort to the “we’ve been friends for so long, we’ve even slept together a couple times, I think we should consider dating exclusively” discussion.
And “The Talk” inevitably signaled an end of the friendship for Jen, and usually weeks of regret for “The Talk’s” initiator.
“K. I’m thinking of coming up again tomorrow morning if you want to go.”
“Yeah. Sure.” Jen said. And knowing full well she’d be completely hungover and wouldn’t be answering her phone until well into the afternoon, she said “Call me in the morning.”
“I will.”
“K, I’ll see you later then.”
“Okay. Bye. Thanks for coming.”
“Thanks for leading.” Jen smiled, and walked around Greg to her car door.
“Hey!”
“Yes?” she asked, putting her keys in the door so not to have to turn back around.
“What are you doing tonight?”
“I’m not sure yet. Maybe Ryan’s party.”
“Shaggy’s, really?”
“Yeah, I think so.”
“Hmm, maybe I’ll see you there then.”
“Okay cool.” Jennifer forced a smile, “See ya then.”
“See ya.”
She started her car and backed up, waved at Greg who stood there watching her drive away and headed back down the hill toward Salt Lake.
“Sad.” She said to herself as she rounded a sharp corner, and flipped her phone open to see who'd called.





Thursday, June 02, 2005
 
Hey.

So, I did not win that boat...thankfully.

Mom happened to be in Baltimore (where the boat is docked), and checked it out for me. It appears it's in rougher shape than first anticipated...and probably beyond my current skill to repair. (Meaning some of the hull planks needed to be replaced, and I've no idea how to bend those on.)

But the lady I was talking to who owns her was really sweet, and she's also sailing to Belize next month, and promises to stop in Galveston so we can go out for dinner and a sail on her other boat.

So it's Thursday, which would normally be O.C. night, but I think I just might skip it (for the first time in 3 months), and spend the evening at home. I've reading to catch up on, laundry to do, and some really good pasta/sauce that's going to go bad if I don't use it...oh, and a bottle of decent Frogtown Chardonnay.

Domestic-owned.

We'll see.

I'm also seriously considering a trip out to Sealy to visit Russell this weekend. I've dreamt about him several times over the past couple weeks, so I think sitting for a spell out there just might be a good idea.

Talk to you later.

j.s.





Wednesday, June 01, 2005
 
Okay, since no one has coughed up the million just yet, here's a few pictures of the boat that I'm actually bidding on.

The auction for her ends today.

You'll know when I do if I pull it off...

j.s.






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